You Get What You Give*
I'm drunk. To the people who know me, they'll simply ask, "so what's new?"
Long time ago (all right, just this year) someone once told me that something's not right. I'm courting disaster in a not so subtle way, although, it would not be obvious to those who only know me superficially. What can I say? It isn't easy to get to know me.
And no, it is not intentional. For as long as I can remember, I have been alone and for some strange reason, very comfortable with my solitary state. With the advent of the coming year, I am facing another year of the state of lonesomeness. Cool!
I'm alone and self-destructiveness is part of the package.
While I have always wished for love and bliss and family life, deep inside, I think being alone was always on the cards.
So here's to the coming year. It may not sound like it, but I had fun and I intend to have fun for as long as I can.
Life is full of lemons, and lemonades and what-have-yous. The bottom line is - what do I care?
Someday, somehow, the better me will emerge. I live in hope. Until such time, I live.
- You Get What You Give (song by New Radicals)